Killette

I'm having a cute day...

Wee!
















In other news... I applied for two different jobs today.

Hope I get one. ^_^

CALL THE GOFF POLICE! I'M WEARING WHITE!

Lol.

I am sooooooooo nervous.

I just scheduled my very first modelling shoot.

It's on Monday.

I'm so scared and anxious and nervous... And excited and stuff...


I have no clue what I'm doing either...


Tips?


Advice?


Sedatives?


Lol.

My life is so fuckin' crazy right now.

Someone should really make all of my important decisions for me.

K thanks.



In other news though... I'm pretty happy that I dropped another pants size.

Down to a 9/10 now. :)

New photo madness.

Pardon me... I'm still adjusting to the fact that I'm not such a heffer anymore.

So full body photos kinda make me happy.

I took these for my stock account on dA... But some of them were just too pimp not to share.

TOO LAZY FOR MAKE-UP

AND NO FAT JOKES

K THANKS

Feel free to envy my awesomeness. K thanks.







I should've put on some make-up, but I was too lazy... So shhhhh.

I lost another cup size, boo-yah.

Hooray for smaller boobies!

And I woke up totally wanting to do him...

Is that weird? Haha.

Isn't it so cute?


And yeah... I'm still working on losing the rest of the weight so STFU.

Click.


"Included under the "most rated girls" profile are photos of young women in wildly tinted hair wearing provocative black goth clothing, with names such as Synthetic Slut, Devilish Gurl, KiLLeTTe and Razor Cut Kisses."


Hahaha. ZOMG I DRESS SO PROVOCATIVELY!

Yesterday I got put on the line for three hours. Nothing super tough, but I was really sore afterwards.

I was out on the line for longer today.

Got on there at about 10 and stayed on 'til the shift ended at 3:30.

Tomorrow I'll be doing a similar job on the same line... only I'll be on my own. And it will be the full 8 hour shift.

Today I worked at a constant rate, never had time to pause at all (except during breaks of course), and the girl that was training me was helping, too. Tomorrow I have to do it all on my own and so obviously I will need to move even quicker.

I'm also 8 different kinds of sore again today.



In other job news... I figured working would help me with losing weight and such... and I already lost 3 pounds after just two half days on the line.

Word.

Yee-haw, lol.

I start orientation tomorrow.

I am so in. Gotta go have a physical type thingy and a drug screening on Wednesday and I'm hired. And since I've never done an illegal drug in my life and I'm easily capable of completing physical tasks, I'm sure I'll get the job.

So thanks to everyone who wished me luck.

Yay! :D

I've got an interview at the lawnmower factory on Monday, hehe. Wish me luck? I really need this job.

Tomorrow is the "six months left 'til the wedding" mark. And there's still so much to do. For some reason the church still hasn't returned our call. I guess we'll have to call again. We can't do the invitations, until we know what church it's going to be at. And we can't reserve a hall for the reception until we know for sure what town we're getting married in. I really don't wanna have to make everyone drive all over hell. If we don't get a church here in town, our closest options are 19 and 24 miles away, and that's no fun. I just wish they'd call us back... ugh.

I'm getting pretty excited though! Still got a nice chunk of weight to lose, too. Slowly making that happen, hehe. I cannot wait for it to warm up because I love to swim and it burns calories like whoa. One summer I lost 25 pounds just swimming, I didn't diet or anything. In fact I didn't even notice I was losing weight. So imagine... this summer, I'll be swimming and dieting so I should do even better. Only 43 pounds left 'til I'm at at a healthy weight... well techinically the most I can weigh at this height and still be considered "healthy"... but hey... a healthy weight none the less, hehe. I'll never be the girl that weighs 115 or whatever, I have way too much muscle for that.

I realize I talk about my weight and diet constantly, so thanks to everyone who put up with me this past year. I love you all.


Jeremy and I are going this weekend to start a savings account for the wedding. We're going to move all of our funds that we've saved up for the wedding so far to that account and also any donations we receive will be sent there, too.

And I just want to say thank you to Leat for her generous donation. I ♥ her to pieces.

Nothing to say really... just felt like making another entry.

What an uneventful day.

I ate a sandwich and it made my stomach all upset... ugh.

I wish my August Underground and August Underground's Mordum t-shirts would come.

I waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaant them.


In other news I went and applied for a job at a lawnmower factory on Friday... oh yes.

I need money. My wedding is closing in on me and I'm so broke.

Meep.

Just got back from lunch with my family.

I never eat enough to make a $12.95 buffet worth while, but hey... the steak is good.


I'm pretty disappointed in my sister. She's an alcoholic and she was trying to quit... again. And I found out at lunch that she had been drinking last night. I'm really tired of being lied to honestly. If she's not going to quit... whatever. Don't tell everyone you're going to then. And when I said that to her she had the audacity to say "Well, last time I didn't tell anyone. And you all treated me like shit so I started again." Ha! That shit doesn't fly. No one is to blame for her drinking but her. Does she really think that she'll be able to go through her whole life without anyone ever being mean to her? Not bloody likely.

Blah. Everyone's giving me the "she can't help it" speech. But honestly, she can. If she couldn't, no alcoholics would ever get straight. So she can... it's just hard and she'd rather drink. And frankly, I'm tired of babying her for failing. Does that make me a bitch? Maybe. *Shrugs*

Haha. I so don't know what I am doing, but I finally have one of these thingies. Sooo... Hi and stuff.